This week’s parasha, Pekudei, describes the completion of the
construction of the Mishkan, or Tabernacle. Why
did we need to build the Mishkan? At the end of the parasha we learn
וַיְכַ֥ס הֶֽעָנָ֖ן אֶת־אֹ֣הֶל
מוֹעֵ֑ד וּכְב֣וֹד יְהֹוָ֔ה מָלֵ֖א אֶת־הַמִּשְׁכָּֽן: “And the cloud covered
the Tent of Meeting, and the glory of Hashem filled the Mishkan.” (Exodus 40:34).
We learn here
and in the following verses that a cloud covered the Mishkan by day, and a fire
illuminated it at night. But wait a minute-- isn’t G-d’s presence
everywhere? For example, Midrash
Rabbah points out that G-d spoke to Moses from a lowly thorn-bush, thus
teaching that no place on earth is without the divine presence.
In another
midrash, the question is asked: Why is G-d called makom, or “place”? The midrash answers, “Because G-d is the place
of the universe.” The Midrash opens with the story of Jacob who dreamt of
a ladder with angels going up and down on it.
When he awoke, he said: בַּמָּקוֹם הַזֶּה;
וְאָנֹכִי, לֹא יָדָעְת ‘ה “Surely Hashem is in this
place; and I, I did not know it.” (Genesis 28:16) The Midrash suggests that
the word “place” or “makom” was not merely where G-d was, but is an actual name
of G-d. When Jacob said upon awakening “G-d was in this place but I did
not know it” what he was also saying was “G-d IS this place and I did not know
it.” Why, the rabbis ask, did Jacob call G-d “place”? They answer that this is because G-d is the
Place of the world.
The rabbis then ask an interesting question. They
say “We do not
know whether G-d is the place where the world dwells or whether the world is
the place where G-d dwells,” Let me repeat that a moment- We do not know
whether G-d is the place where the world dwells or whether the world is the
place where G-d dwells, in other words, they are asking the question of pantheism
vs panentheism. Pantheism suggests that creation and G-d are one and
the same. That G-d’s presence fills our natural world, that G-d inhabits
every bit of creation, but that there is no G-d beyond creation.
Panentheism, on the other hand, is the belief that the entire world is within
G-d--that G-d is immersed in our world and goes beyond our world.
That the Creator is both infused in the creation and goes beyond
the creation at the same time.
In case there was any doubt in your mind about whether
the rabbis were pantheists or panentheists, at least in this midrash, let me not keep
you in suspense any longer. The rabbis give a very colorful
metaphor. The midrash teaches, “He is
like a warrior riding a horse, his robes flowing over on both sides; the horse
is subordinate to the rider, but the rider is not subordinate to the horse.” (Midrash
Rabbah - Genesis LXVIII:9) In
this metaphor, G-d is the warrior and G-d’s presence is G-d’s cloak- the horse
is our world. In other words, we are within G-ds presence--G-d’s
spirit encompasses everything that we do, but does go beyond us as well.
I find this
panentheistic midrash to be very moving. We find many metaphors for G-d,
but not quite as many metaphors for G-d’s presence. Here the
metaphor for G-d’s presence is a garment- it is fabric. Fabric that can encompass us, comfort us, and
protect us. In many ways, it reminds me of the idea of a tallit. When we put the tallit on, we can use it as a
moment to experience the presence of G-d.
Going back to
the idea of the Mishkan as a place where G-d’s presence would rest, we are then
forced to ask the question- if G-d’s presence is everywhere, why is there a
need to build a specific physical structure for G-d? One answer, given
by the midrash and favored by later commentators, including Rashi, suggest that
the Mishkan was a response to the sin of the egel hazahav, the golden
calf. The building of the Mishkan was
never part of G-d’s original plan, but after seeing the people’s weakness and
failing, G-d commanded the building of the Mishkan not for G-d, but for us.
We needed it. We were not
satisfied with trying to feel G-d’s presence in some kind of vague way. We needed a place to go to- we needed
something more concrete.
Today we do not have the Mishkan or the Beit
Hamikdash (the Temple) but we have synagogues, rituals, and mitzvot. Many
of us feel G-d when we are alone or without any ritual but many more of us rely
on ritual to connect us to G-d’s presence, whether it is through lighting Shabbat
candles, coming to the synagogue to pray, or putting on a tallit. We have
difficulty feeling and believing things that we can’t identify with our senses. G-d recognizes this and gave us the Tabernacle
to create- a place to more easily sense what is truly everywhere but not always
palpable. My hope and prayer for all of us is that we can experience
G-d as a sheltering presence, like the comfort of a tallit, and that we can
find that same comfort and connection in our spiritual communities and among
our friends and family, making our tradition relevant for generations to come.
Shabbat Shalom.
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